Monday, November 22, 2010

A.A.A

A. A. A also known as Triple A stands for Abdominal Aortic Aneurysm.

This little AAA (>4.5cm is considered aneurismal) is a ticking bomb. One day you're fine, the next you're dead. To have an incidental AAA finding, you have to count your lucky stars..you must've done something right in your past life. Its actually easy enough to treat a uncomplicated infrarenal AAA - open surgery or EVAR.

Before my day ended today, the SHO told me that there was a ruptured AAA that was coming in from a different hospital. A ruptured AAA is haemodynamically stable because the human's body is able to make fluids shift here and there. Plus the whole abdomen and the aorta's intima becomes this cling-film tamponade. So if you try to give in too much fluids or try to increase the blood pressure it disturbs that sensitive equilibrium and all hell breaks loose.

So back to the story, the ruptured AAA arrived to the A&E, the patient was awake and able to talk. Lines were all set and CT was done at the previous hospital. The patient knows what danger he is in and was very well informed. He knows that if he doesn't do the surgery, he will die. If the does the surgery, there is a chance that he will die on the table.

When the Team viewed the CT Scans, turned out that he has a suprarenal AAA above his previous repaired AAA. On further slides, it showed that the Aneurysm is actually not just in the abdominal Aorta but is all the way on to the thoracic aorta as well. So a Cardiothoracic team was called for a consult.

In the end, both teams decided that he was in-operable. If it was a ruptured AAA, they can clamp the aorta as soon as they get in - which can be quick in the abdomen but it takes awhile to get to the thoracic aorta even if a sternotomy was done, by then the patient would have bled out. Just as I have mentioned before, the ruptured AAA is a very delicate object; a little change in its surroundings it will go bonkers. This happens as well when a patient is put in GA, all the muscle relaxes........and there goes the tamponade. Everything will crash. That's why sometimes they have to do the incision just as the patient is going under. There is no time to lose.

Hearing the patient talk to the Reg about his wife that is coming down and that both of his kids are flying in as soon as possible, just put a lump in my throat. At that time the decision has not yet been made about his status and we were preparing for OT. In my head, I was thinking - OMG, he is going into OT without his family by his side or even being able to see his family one more time before going in. This is a risky surgery. What happens if he doesn't make it? His wife will be just waiting, not able to hold him before he goes in.

When he was told about the team's decision to not do the surgery because to put him through all this pain would be wrong. The risk to too high. He was given the choice to stay in our hospital for further palliative care or return to the hospital he came from. All he said was "I want to go home..."

Another lump in my throat.


Saturday, October 16, 2010

I'm getting fat.....

With my mum here, I'm definitely getting fat!! Every hour she'll ask me if I want to eat or she'll just make food and make me eat. When I do layan her and eat..I get so sleepy I can't study.

Mum: "Do you want anything to eat??"
Me: "Err..we just ate dinner like 2 hours ago."
Mum: "Eat la..you don't eat, I've got nothing to do.."

I think this is the first time that I've gained weight during an exam period. I'm not complaining, I like food, I like it that I don't have to cook and I like it that I'm finally gaining some weight but I do wanna just gain a little :)

Friday, October 15, 2010

So obvious... [Part 2]

Went grocery shopping with mum again after my paper.

One thing to note today: Super proud of my mum, she walked from the wet market back to my house!!! While carrying groceries. Its not a near walk..especially with the slopes it is a little hard. So I'm super proud of her. She only stopped once to rest during that 40 minute walk. (Don't think I can do that...I probably just sit down and call for a cab)

"Mummy only bought 2 pears today..don't dare to buy more. SO heavy later cannot carry. I also only bought ONE carrot"

Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Anyways, back to what I originally wanted to say. So we went groceries shopping and again its obvious that my mum is not a housewife.

My mum just buys stuff as she likes..well cuz she likes it and they are really nice but I can never bring myself to buy it cuz its soooo expensive!! For example, Mum wanted bacon. I told her that the one that she's holding is expensive, we should get the cheaper one. She said nevermind la..this bacon is nice. Same brand is the one I eat in Jie jie's place. So in the end we paid RM 36 for a packet of imported bacon. The bacon better taste orgasmic!!

When we were at the till paying our stuff, mum was looking at the cash register...

Mum: "wahhh..be bought so much stuff meh" (looking at the total)
Me: o_O "Err..mum..that's normal. That how much groceries are worth"
Mum: "Ohh..I didn't know they are that expensive. But we only bought so little!!"


Its soooooooooooo obvious my mum isn't a housewife.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

So obvious...

Exams are around the corner and as usual, I am procrastinating. And when I procrastinate, I blog.

My mummy is up to take care of me while I study for my big exams which are starting next week. I've gotta say, I love having her up here!! But I feel bad for leaving her alone at home while I go off for my group study.

When she came, she brought loads of food from home :) She took one look at my fridge and went:

"Haiyoo...what is this?"
"Haiyoo..how long has this been in here?"
"Haiyoo..why your house don't have this, don't have that?"

First day she was here, she wanted newspapers and to get some other stuff as well. So I told her I'll drop her off to the near by shops and she'll then walk home.

"Eiii..not that far wor the shops. Just like jie jie's place to the supermarket...but you're place got more hills"

Needless to say those "hills" became my mum's downfall. Carrying newspapers, a small carton and a bottle of fabric deodorizer , she could not conquer those "hills". She actually had to stop a few times on the way up!! She is sooooo unfit!

We went to get groceries yesterday and it was sooooooooooooo obvious that my mum does not do any housework!!

She had no idea what a washing softener was.
She had no idea how to use a washing softener.
She had no idea how much washing liquid to put into the washing.
She had no idea how to work the washing machine properly.
She used the fabric deodorizer thinking it was a surface cleaner.

It was really hilarious!!

Today we went to the wet market to get some fresh groceries and again it was obvious that mum doesn't go do marketing often.

But I still love mummy and I'm super grateful that she's here.

Wednesday, September 08, 2010

US church defiant despite condemnation of Koran burning


Every one in the world remembers 9/11. It was the day the whole earth stopped as we saw the magnificent twin towers crumbling into pieces. It shook every nation. It was also the day the world started to point fingers...at religion.

There is no one religion that is scientifically or spiritually greater than the other. They are all equally as great as they are. Every religion has its own customs, culture and holy symbolic items - like the Christians and their Bible, the Sikhs and their Kitab, the Jews and their Torah, the Muslims and their Quran.

Malaysia is an Islamic country. We have Moral studies for the non-Muslims and Islamic studies for the Muslims. I have seen a Quran firsthand when I was in school. I respected it as the holy book of Islam even though I am not a Muslim myself.

The news today at BBC- US church defiant despite condemnation of Koran burning ( http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/world-us-canada-11223457) is one shameful act. For it to happen in a church and supported by a pastor is even disgraceful.

This could be a start of a very vicious cycle of holy books burning.

Saturday, July 31, 2010

Embarrassing Moment 101

So its Post-Paeds trauma,

So what better way to wash away the blues with the warm sea breeze and sunny sunny sun. The right combination to brighten my day :) Like I've mentioned before when I was in cold cold Dublin, I'm like a solar panel, I recharge like Wall-E.

So here I am, enjoying my lunch and nice cold iced peach tea while reading a book that I've put aside for a year. Looking at kids playing in the water and all the jet skis buzzing around. It was a good relaxing day. Just what I needed. Including a nice colour on my skin.

So I decided my day is up and I proceed to pay the bill.



Jeng Jeng Jeng.....



To my horror...................................I left my purse at HOME!!!!!!!!!!



I went to car to see if I had any money.

Labcoat - 60 cents. I took my cash out during yesterday's short case. Dammit.

Coinbox - 2.50. Where the hell did all my money go?!

Glove compartment - 70 cents. Good thing for scraps of coins everywhere.

BUT still not enough to pay my 14.80 bill. So I went back to Sunset, gave the manager the 4.80 I had and apologies. Told him I stay close by and I'll be back in a jiffy.

I left my phone as hostage. Yes you read it right, my phone. I am one with my phone. Inseparable.

Drove home and back. Paid my embarrassing 10 bucks and got my phone back in my arms.

So that's the embarrassing story of the day!

Thursday, February 11, 2010

Knock knock...again?!?!?

Its February!!

I usually write a big post summarizing on the year before the new one comes..but this year everything seems so mashed up like mash potato and as usual..I'm lazy :)

New post for the new year cuz a friend of mine (you know who you are) reminded me on the good ole faithful Facebook to finally update because I'm no longer locked out of the hse.

Well class started first week on Jan for Legal, Ethics and Forensics Medicine. A two week crash course continued with a barring exam and then 2 weeks off...

When I came back to Penang after that break.....

I got locked out of my house again..but I had my keys with me!

My lock on the wooden door broke. So I was this crazy lady turning my key round and round and round, banging the door, pulling the door...I did everything! After 45 minutes....the door finally opened.

Definitely not something I want to experience again..esp after driving up all the way from KL.